Demon Hunter-"My Heartstrings Come Undone" Lyrics

Demon Hunter My Heartstrings Come Undone Lyrics It's buried deep within the past , i hope it doesn't last It's something i already chased, i already chased I try to give it all away, but it's never gonna fade It's something i don't wanna face, i don't wanna face I know you feel it's all the same, but I promise that i'll change It's something i already chased, i already chased You know i'm trying to believe that you're never gonna leave It's something i don't wanna face, i don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone Oh, my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, pray for you Before i make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you I know i'm not the perfect one, the pain has just begun It's something i already chased, i already chased You bring me to a better path, it's everything i asked It's something i don't wanna face, i don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone There's nothing left! The fear is gone Oh, my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, pray for you Before i make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you

Broken Trust

Today was the last day... The last day I trusted you. What the fuck were you thinking? Do you know what you did to me? You've become that thing you said you hated, How could you do this to me? More than that More than me more than anything more than you more than her more than all the love in the world Why? Why? Why? I'll never know, will I? You said it was a mistake... It was, you're right. I've never wanted so badly To just fucking disappear. My best friend has betrayed me Who can I turn to? Supposed to be most intimate, Most trusting Oh my God, I'm going to die. You of all people, you were my hero.... You've been to war, you've seen the ugliest of war and you brought the war here to my home to my heart to my soul How dare you Do I mean that little to you? I'm that easily replaced? Who do you think you are? Goddammit, you are supposed to love me, You hurt me More than anyone ever has before Shattered my dreams Drown my mind Killed my soul Broken my heart... You might lose it all, I might too. All for nothing, another waste of my time... God dammit not again. I want to break things I want to slap you Hit you, fucking yell at you till my throat bleeds.... But instead I'm going to do what I do, And lay here and cry... Sleep in the bed that we share, That I don't want to be in anymore... Feels like it's burning my flesh. I don't know if I belong here anymore. Will this happen again? I don't know. Over my dead body..... The only thing that wasn't wasted, Is someone who is about 3 feet tall and calls me "mommy." How could you do this to me? To us? To him? To ME?! I don't even know what to think anymore I can't I can't even feel I feel numb and I feel so dumb. I gave it all up, all up for you For this. The end result is this. Fuck. I am a complete idiot. I hope you know that I will never trust you the same Ever again. Bleeding inside is so much worse Than bleeding visibly.... JJC 1/15/2012