Nothing

I am nothing
See me trying
Can't keep doing this
I am nothing
Everything's wrong
I don't want to feel like this
Any more
I am nothing
Question everything
Paint my smiles to worry
I am nothing
Crazy woman
What do you do that for
I am nothing
Follow me
Point out all my wrongs
I am nothing
Nothing's right
All is wrong
I am nothing
You know nothing
Where to turn to
I am nothing
Want to run
Away from all of this
I am nothing
Hurt me deeply
Crying deep inside
I am nothing
Not an equal
I thought I was so much more
I am nothing
I am changing
I am learning
I am trying
I am loving
I am wondering
I am living
I am breathing
I am crying
I am pleading
I am running
I am screaming
I am open
I am forgiving
I am sick
I am tired
I am messed-up
I am music
I am laughter
I am sadness
I am midnight
I am storm clouds
I am sunshine
I am anything
I am who I am...

And who I have yet to be
Remains a mystery

If I am nothing
Maybe I want to be

Just to be...

JJE