My Horoscope from www.arcamax.com

ARIES (March 21-April 19): You review some relationships with suspicion now. The way you interact with people, or they with you, has to change or continuation is unlikely. Make an effort to reset and reform attitudes and behavior.

Could a horoscope be any more true? Time to re-evaluate yourself as a friend, and even family too. Suspicious....hell yes. I'm not going to be nice anymore...I'm done being the emotional doormat for everyone. I listen to everyone else, and am kind, and I get NOTHING in return. Well fuck that. DONE!!! It ends today.

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Wrap your icy fingers around my heart.
Puncture my soul with many wounds.
You have no idea what you do.

Snide comments, cruel remarks.
Glares, stares, you rude asshole.

I see right through your selfishness-friendly facade.
And your fake-happy face. Makes me nauseous.

I am so much stronger than you know.

Broken though, I may seem.
It takes much more than something like you
to crush and suffocate my dreams.

You heartless wench, you dirty whore.
Fuck you and your mishapen lies.

I cannot feel for you anymore.
My ears bleed from your lies.

Keep it all to yourself
my falsified, untrue friend.

Till then false friend, be well,
we'll meet again, I shed no more tears.

The words fallen from your putrid, stinking mouth.
Stop-Silence, naieve one.

Your ignorance facinates me...
Small daggers in my sensitive feeling heart.

Someday, the hard way
You'll learn to be humane.

By then I'll be long long gone.

You've had your time,
Now let me have mine.

Stand aside, and take your bow...
The show is over. With no encore...

JJC 11/11/2009